Red Light Center first impressions

Red Light Center is an adult social community that I have been exploring recently. I have not gotten anywhere near as in depth exposure within it's world as I have with sl. I really have enjoyed what little time I have spent there though, because of the small dedicated community that exists within rlc. On my second visit there (about two evenings ago) I met a beautiful, charming women by the name of Kaliska. Kaliska showed me all that there was to see in rlc and left me desiring for more. We did not have any sort of adult relationship because I am not a paying member yet, and as such cannot have sex in world. I don't know that I would have at the end of our date though because I was so enthralled by how sweet and open Kaliska was with me. I would have stayed with her talking all night if I hadn't prior engagements in my rl. We talked for probably a half an hour or so before she started showing me the lay of the land and as such I became quite fond of her. If you visit sl to meet people and to grow friendships than you should seriously considered visiting rlc. Everyone I have spoke to there is nice and all are willing and open to meeting other warm hearted people. I'll see you all in world

Transparency

I am someone different in my second life. I am not someone entirely different and am not someone even a little different. I am myself. I feel things and breath in the surroundings. I crave attachment, friends, attention, and sex. I feel that I shadow myself and yet am the thing creating the shadow on my first life simultaneously. My avatar is a transparent being that shows who I am to others in sl but not the entire picture. There is some opacity. I am relatively new to this environment and am still very much trying to get my bearings. I feel things about the life I lead in my second life that are still not quite relevant in my first. I think I may be doing wrong or misrepresenting who I am in first life in my second. Creation of a wholly new being with all of a former being. I feel reborn and gain constant insight in my first from my second. I seek companionship in this world in ways I do not seek it in real life. I continue to grow both online and offline. I hope that this blog will become a useful journal of my growth both for myself and for others as they first begin to explore this world, or others like it for that matter. When you begin to mesh and realize the extension of yourself that is building you up and making you stronger in your understanding of yourself by allowing you to enact all of the elements of yourself unhindered by your hindrances in the real world. I am going to explore and see what I become and how that person interacts as an extension of who I am. Feel free to leave any comments you may have of wrong turns you think I go down or even insights that you have gained that are relevant to this discussion. I'll see you all in world.